Its been a while since ive put something on here, then again, its been a while since ive had some quality time and inspiration to write anything. I miss Rachel, i really do, and even though im trying my best not to attach myself, the harder i fight the more i seem to lose the battle. Not that i could be a bad thing, but id hate to ruin something so beautiful, so perfect, so understandable. But as much as i dont wanna attach myself to her, i would like to finally get back into a relationship with someone. So this is for all the single women out there, if you are looking for a sensitive, sensible, understanding, caring, gentleman, im ur guy. If you are looking for an intelligent, well-spoken, classy, charismatic young man, im your guy. If you are looking for an athletic, powerful, protective, muscular man, im your guy. If you are looking for an artsy, worldly, creative, musically talented romantic, im your guy. If you are looking for an asshole who will neglect you and treat you like shit, embarrass you all the time and cheat on you......im NOT your guy. The only thing that i ask, is that you be honest, be able to hold a conversation, have some interest in either sports or the arts, and funny......i have the widest sense of humor, ill laugh at almost anything, even myself, if you have a beautiful smile, dont hide it, show it, especially when you are laughing. Girls and women always look their best and their sexiest when they are smiling.


So, im sure some of those who actually read this, besides me, are probably wondering whats been goin on since May 12th. Well turns out i passed my classes, somehow with flying colors. I got a job as a waiter at TGIFridays, and i love it, absolutely look forward to going to work almost everyday. The customers are great, the mangers are great, my co-workers are awesome, and the girls, the girls, are all fabulous. I got a new car.....a 2004 VW Beetle Convertible, Galactic Blue, with Black Leather interior, and a black canvas top. I love this car. It fits me like a glove, its hip, its cool, it stands out, its cute ;). Its got a whole lot of features on it too. Everything from heated seats, to Side-Airbags, to CD player, to booming sound system, and even a Tiptronic Transmisson.(those who dont know what that is, look it up). Starting Monday, im takin Intro to Sociology and US History 1 at NCC for the summer, to catch up on the yr and a half i lost out on at UD. Everything i did at UD other than school work, was a learning experience. I did not learn one thing i didnt already know while at UD in the classroom that is. But somewhere between the Rugby games, the sleepless nights, the parties, the problems, the Fraternity events, the love, the loss, the drunk nights and the semi-sober days, the dining hall, the road trips, the friends made and lost, the one night stands, and the 9 months.......i learned who i am, who i was, who i want to be. I learned how much i could drink, how much i could eat, how much i could love, and how much i could lose on any given day. I learned what i wanted, what i needed, and what i could accomplish if i wanted it bad enough. I learned that no matter what people say, or what "bonds" you share that would tie you together, people lie, people cheat, and people will betray you, if they can, and especially if it will help them out. In some cases, people will even try to steal what is closest and dearest to your heart right out from inside you, by defaming you, if in the end, they look like Midas. I learned out not to trust. I learned to be more cynical, racial, ethnic, than i ever was before. But i also learned how to accept, take responsibility, and live with my consequences brought on by my actions. I became mature, not quite yet a man, but far, a very far cry from the boy i was when i left home.